I havent posted since I left for boot. I am now out of boot camp and one month into my second school. I don’t know if I am scared anymore except for the fleet. I have been not in the fleet so long that im nervous that I will mess up.

i really dont know why i am writing any of this….no one is going to read this. 

I really didnt no what to name this post, but i leave in 8 days and i am scared to death. i just wish someone could help me out of this nightmare that i am happy and jus make it happy for me somehow…..